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121211

2011-12-12T23:25:00.002+08:00

the flintstones

whoa BIG!

discovery channel

RAWWWRRRRRR!

I said Lego went Zoo right? So here you go..

I bought new tires today for XL. She must be so happy now with new shoes! I was carrying her new shoes like I was some delivery man. Imagine I ride bike with tires looped around my neck. Anyway the tires aren't light. So ya, NEW KICKS FOR XL! I'm so proud of her man. Gonna let her have a new facelift. Girl says that I should do it in the new year.

And while I was sending girl home after work. She and I had a same understanding, big cars usually do their turns without signaling. They will just overtake other people risking our lives. So tonight there were already so many encounters. There were a few that apologized and I felt a little bit better.

101211

2011-12-10T08:42:00.002+08:00

The other day I was riding at night, saw this MINI moving so duper slowly. I was right behind it, so I was thinking there wasn't any traffic, how come drive so slow. The red light was there, then I stopped beside it, well! expected, female driver. (I'm not a sexist) She was doodling with her iphone, listening to earpiece and play SCRABBLE on her iphone.

Then yesterday I almost bang myself onto this BMW, it was amber on the traffic light. The BMW was on the stop line. AMBER!!!! CAR AT STOP LINE. NOT FIRST, NOT SECOND, NOT THIRD ARROW. The car jam brake at the stop line at AMBER light. Please enlighten me which idiot do that? I jam brake and almost hit the car. And when I was so pissed off, the idiot driving was a 30+ auntie. I was so disappointed.

Again I'm not a sexist. But see for yourself.

We are going to the zoo today! I'm gonna bring some minifigs with me! stay tuned

091211

2011-12-09T12:37:00.002+08:00

I FINALLY GRADUATED FROM MY COURSE!

When we had our first week, I only hoped for it to end. When I was about to finish the course, I hoped it didn't. The days didn't go as bad in the ending part because it's more of being an inspector instead of becoming the ground man rigging the loads.

Anyway it's over now.

This january is a promotion for my friend who is the same batch as me since enlistment. So he's promoting and not me, anyway my boss came to talk to me to so call ask me to look open. He said "Don't worry too much ok, see open abit, July got one more promotion which probably lesser chance of promoting la" He wants me to look open at a promotion period where I have lesser chance of promoting. Thanks.

P.S Welcome back to my blog Ezann, I'm size 9 for desmond, but who're you?

031211

2011-12-03T10:57:00.002+08:00

Drivers, if you are in a car and stuck in a jam, please do not take the initiative to try and cause grievous hurt to others by thinking you are as nimble and skinny as a bike.

YOU ARE FAT when YOU DRIVE

please remember that!

SEE! Even a Ferrari is Fatrrari when you are stuck in a jam. FATSOs, hate that you guys think you are very fast when we are all stuck in the jam. HELLO! you got no wings on your vehicles. Especially when it's raining don't GEY KIANG (act smart)

01122011

2011-12-01T19:31:00.002+08:00

It's my BIRTHDAY today!

But nah, I still gotta work. Just another day at work. Today morning was drizzling, so I gotta suit up and defend myself (from the rain). Then when I reach work, my socks got wet (I think my boots' giving way) and my uniform was smelly (there wasn't much sunning). So Rong kuan said it's a Badday instead of Birthday.

Qiaofeng bought me a cake today and everyone on the course sang birthday song to me. Thanks to the kind gesture that he bought the cake. After the course I went to sinseh and have my back fix, my lower back is giving me problems lately. I need to fix it real bad.

P.S the picture above is done by my girl.

291111

2011-11-29T18:26:00.002+08:00

The new army slogan just changed, it used to be "ready, relevant, decisive"

but it's now: "ready, decisive, respected"

My girlfriend just said, yes, they were right in all those. Just that they didn't add in unappreciated. Which is so true.

So here goes: "READY, DECISIVE, RESPECTED" UNAPPRECIATED

281111

2011-11-28T14:10:00.000+08:00

well, when your hardwork and performance doesn't pay off, you know you got to move on.

Market Street

2011-11-26T10:01:00.005+08:00

Bought myself a second hand Market street online. First hand sells at incredibly crazy price. Only because it's second hand do I bear to open this up to fix. The rest of my modulars are sleeping like babies. (I'm being scolded by my mum all the time for buying)

261111

2011-11-26T09:31:00.002+08:00

Yesterday when I was going to work, it seemed like it was going to rain. But it didn't. So I enjoyed my journey all the way to BKE where all the bikes stopped by the road side. I glanced and quickly moved in as well because the front was pouring on a bright day.

I started suiting up and while I was halfway through, I realized I was the only person standing there. I wasn't the last person to stop, but I was the last person to go. The neighbouring were damn good at suiting up at their fastest pace. That wasn't amazing for me enough. After suiting up and setting off, the rain stopped. GREAT!

So when I suit up my raincoat, my bag is always underneath my raincoat as I wanted to keep it dry. P.S I need a waterproof bag. Anyway I was at the guardroom where the duty guy was super on, he asked my for my defensive riding ( a sticker on my 11B ). Normal Guy would just take and see the sticker, the "more up" guy would take the trouble to look at the face to see if it tally the 11B picture. A "siao and think he traffic police" guy would take the 11B, look at the sticker, look at the face, and ask me for my IC number thinking that I took another person's card.

Lame shit when this happened to me when I was already so troubled by the bag underneath my rain coat.

Well shit guys happen.

Let's return and see how long it lasts

2011-11-24T19:56:00.002+08:00

Let's do blogging again and see how long it shall last.

Work was super tiring, we had our hands and body all in sore condition. GREAT. Anyway I'm currently on course which requires me to rig up loads and underslung them onto helicopters. Therefore it is very strenuous as the loads are heavy and BIG.

As I was going home it poured lions and wolfs. Terrible, but it relived my experience of riding in heavy rain. It was fun!

the lyrics read 那些年错过的大雨，but today's 大雨 I never 错过. Very long never ride in a super duper heavy rain and I love it.

I updated a new Cbox, which of my friends would be the first to post!

2011-06-29T21:15:00.002+08:00

It's been 2 years! I miss those days where she visits me. It also means that I need to be on standby, better not!

HAPPY 2 YEARS BABY

110810

2010-08-11T20:51:00.003+08:00

Junda is rather dissapointed.

He discovered that he's got an attachment guy from another company whom is only coming late to help or in another words "oversee"

He then quickly do up and prepare whatever there is to do to prevent this from happening.

Then he gets fuck for why he never inform about this to his superiors.

No one actually sees that he knows this is going to happen, and this is what he have done.

Well done Junda! I'm proud of you. You know that you've done your best.

250710

2010-07-25T21:53:00.002+08:00

MY lego, MY photography, MY gf's comic creation.

I SERIOUSLY think SME (subject matter experts) is not the only solution like what the higher up think it is. If not SME would be known Solving matter experts already.

210710

2010-07-21T22:09:00.002+08:00

I think it should be time for me to blog at times when I'm free or something significant happen to me.

Today I was actually talking to the platoon, I told them I've a good news and bad news. So of course they wanted to hear the bad news first. But they're linked, so I couldn't tell them the bad news first. So eventually I say: "the good news is...... I am not going for PS course!" then they cheer. Then I mentioned : "and now the bad news...... I.... Am... Going.... to tekan you all the way till you POP." Then I was surprised because they cheered even loudly. Haha.

The thing is last week I told them that I'm going for PS course and I'm going to leave the platoon and 30aug is my last day with them, so they were pretty upset? maybe... or happy perhaps.

Then today during swim lesson I was with the non swimmers, so they were doing "washing machine" which was holding on to each others back and running together in the pool. They did a mini competition with another company of non swimmers.

So they actually won both rounds and it was the final round and they were given disadvantage to "Prove their worth". I'm not the organiser or referee. So I was seeing them having some trouble to catch the other company. So I suggested some plan and oversee the plan and telling them like a coach of what to do. So in the end they had lots of fun although they thought they were gonna lose in the first place. Which was pretty satisfying to see.

Chitkai told me this morning that he went to talk to the recruits yesterday and asked them if they know who's sergeant Junda, then they say "oh, My PS, wah, he damn strict". I'm like woah, am I that strict? Hmmm, at least I think I did what impression I was supposed to give ba, the one controlling their discipline in the platoon. BTW Chitkai is my secondary schoolmate in NCC with me and now he's a fitness trainer with me here if you forgot who he is.

I think its really heart warming to watch them grow bit by bit. It's almost like a parent teaching a child to walk. Same scenario, I feel like I'm their father.

my video ehh..

2010-06-22T22:39:00.001+08:00

090510

2010-05-10T17:53:00.002+08:00

i'm INKED.

unlucky again

2010-04-24T18:50:00.002+08:00

I've been exceptionally unlucky this few days.

FIRSTLY my bike was being played with which I didn't know. I only realised when I went to a bike shop to do up my bike. The uncle asked me if I did skidded my bike. But obviously I didn't even drop my bike because I don't bear to.

But the uncle showed me the sliders were worn out, the exhaust was scratched and my rider peg BROKE. great...

the next day:

SECONDLY I went to change brake pads, and asked the uncle because I feel like the valve in the exhaust wasn't exactly responding. So he checked and everything, and told me that the servo motor wasn't turning. The servo motor is actually useless if I've changed the exhaust. So I can actually remove it, but removing it will require me to get the servo eliminator, which cost me another 110. Which I didn't wanna spend on.

the next day:

THIRDLY I went to find out prices for the servo eliminator, and when i got one. The uncle did a check on my bike and found out that the Y-pipe wasn't exactly fitting the end can. Which is ANOTHER problem found. GREAT. everyday everytime new problem. So I spent another 80 bucks fixing it. -.-

And in the end I'm gonna sell away my Y-pipe together with my stock headers. Luckily my friend's gonna lend me his. Because with the Y-pipe, firstly it's too loud to attract too much unwanted attention. Secondly I need to have a power commander to readjust the air-fuel ratio. As I'm not exactly in a windfall, I don't have the spare cash to get a power commander. Therefore everything restarts to the beginning where I was using a STOCK header.

the difference between blue and green

2010-04-15T19:01:00.003+08:00

today, I was at IMH. I was there not for myself.
anyway that's not the main concern. The main concern I wanna bring up is the difference of treatment between men in blue and green.

when men in green park their car by the side of the road, waiting for others to get into the car. While waiting, the driver was being chased away.

when men in blue park their car exactly at the same place the green men park their car, the driver stepped out of the car, went over to a place to WITHDRAW MONEY at an ATM. they were not chased away despite the waiting time being almost the same.

Isn't the world fair?

I was back at the carpark where i parked my bike in a protected area with fence all around. I covered up my bike because I won't be handling the bike for almost 2.5 weeks. When I was there today, I was the bike cover being on the ground. UNCOVERED, and the mirrors were slided open when intially i closed the mirrors.

Thanks to that idiotic bitch mother fucker who tampered with my bike, i cursed your wife/girlfriend get raped a thousand times. thank you.

It's also been long since i last board the ferry on a rainy day, it gets heart pumping when you realised the ferry starts to get stationary and jump on the same spot up and down. Despite all those happenings, I still like the feeling of the wind and rain blowing up and down the jetty while I'm still DRY.

Its APRIL FOOL

2010-03-31T20:52:00.003+08:00

tomorrow's April fool.
I realise this is my FIRST entry for year 2010.
and tomorrow I'm gonna be a fool if I don't get at least a silver for my IPPT.
Therefore if I don't do well i will disgrace my formation. (that's how I feel)

I've been feeling really tired these few days which I don't really know what's wrong with me, sometimes my lower back restricts me for certain bending movements and I don't think I am as flexible anymore. Hope this is only temporary as I've still got a long way to go for service.

Tomorrow after the heart burning issue of IPPT, I'm gonna get my TERMIGNONI end can. Which will burn some money from my account. I mean quite Alot of money. Sometimes I do realise that I should get something nice for bell instead.

I don't really think anyone will visit this blog as I think they would have forgotten that I'm still alive I guess.

I just wanted to tell a story.
This is a REAL ACTUAL EVENT.

Since I first entered the island, I was told to submit the photocopy of defensive riding cert, the application form, photocopy of the bike's insurance to the TFT guard room to be processed by the RSM.

Since I've submitted the form for a month, every week i would drop by the guardroom to check out the process of approval. And everyweek i don't have a proper reply by the people in TFT.

Last sunday I was stopped by the RP as he says that I don't have defensive riding cert with me therefore I cannot enter. So I submitted the form 1 month ago, I cannot ride in because I don't have a copy of defensive riding? Or is it the application form haven't been process?

So I've got to park my bike illegally like some young punks who've just passed their bike licence and haven't go for any defensive riding.

So when I check yesterday with the TFT. The form STILL hasn't been processed yet. I request to take back the form and ask what's the procedure I've got to take. And now I was told that I need to go over to manpower branch to look for this MAM to get a sticker on my 11B so that they can process the form.

So when I got to the manpower branch, I was told to produce the ORIGINAL defensive riding cert. (and where the hell should i produce the original out of no where on this island?) Luckily in the end the MAM just issued the sticker to me.

So now I've got the sticker and went back to the TFT. The MP spec over there told me that I don't even need to hand in the form. He said the form is for car entry to apply for car label. And he said that I just need the guy to print a "D" on my camp pass.

I just made a new camp pass, so when I was making, I told the RP to print the D on my camp pass, and he told me RSM haven't approve my Defensive riding and therefore he cannot print that for me. So since when will RSM approve the course and validify the course syllabus?

So now the MP spec says that I can just enter the premises with that sticker on the 11B and he'll inform the SFT about this.

When I went out to collect my bike so that I could park it in. The RP stopped me for defensive riding cert. I showed him my NEWLY pasted sticker on the 11B, He took my 11B and gave me a "WTF" look and then asked for my defensive riding cert.

I was like damn hot already cos I realised this instruction was not even passed down to them?? So I asked the RP to go check with his MP spec. He walked away and then opened the gate for me. I apologised to him in the end as I think I was quite rude to him and actually it wasnt his fault cos he wasn't even briefed.

I was disturbed by the incident.

2009-12-16T22:58:00.001+08:00

Fireflies

I would not believe my eyes

If one giant firefly

Tear up my bed as I fell asleep

power 98

2009-11-25T23:44:00.001+08:00

thank you for the dedication <3

i appreciate though i discovered your surprise!

no surprise!

but no worries, i GAN JUE the love.

small thief

2009-11-22T21:35:00.002+08:00

i cant believe that people can be so cheap.

they cant even label themselves as animals let alone human.

imagine walking around in carpark.

looking at various bikes.

scouting for the right bike to be your prey.

and all you do is to go up to the bike,

and take somewhat cheap stuff of mine.

and its like so many times till im rather pissed off.

wristband you take.

air valve for tyre you take.

i supposed if i put my pubic hair there and you will be interested.

lame shit.

lady bak bak

2009-11-21T17:51:00.001+08:00

this is my new girl.

lady bak bak.

sunny morning

2009-11-21T08:19:00.002+08:00

its a sunny day.

excellent morning.

will you even remember our date and what we were supposed to do?

it's been long since its a sunny day.

unhappy night

2009-11-21T00:24:00.005+08:00

i wonder if anyone still reads this blog.

anyway its been damn damn long since i update this.

i wanted to abandon it at first.

but might as well just keep it and update while im free.

i feel that sometimes this is easier to use.

i wanna smile like that now.

but i know i cant. i ask myself why i carry your helmet out today.

070409 morning

2009-04-07T12:09:00.002+08:00

meetups before flying off individually.

something's wrong with the stomach. sometimes its bloated even though its not even filled. sigh, and im still gonna train in that condition.

mr jireh, please dun ask me wanna go to sentosa on friday or not.

miss eunice, i fly off le, not going to watch furious! im more furious.

who take photo like that one?
tau sah piah cant even finish,

similar to roti prata. BOMB.

all oil, dripping oil from that prata. but someone like..
here's that someone. lol.

then met up with weizheng cos he say wanna meet before i leave.

and talked cock at timsum with his gf.

so then back home.

fly...

050409

2009-04-05T12:55:00.002+08:00

its raining heavily.

boreded.

before it starts pouring.

i love the view.

010409

2009-04-01T11:12:00.001+08:00

sometimes i feel like my stomach's leaving.

i hope its not an april fool's joke.

270309 night

2009-03-27T23:02:00.002+08:00

"you find out another side of yourself"

learn how to appreciate the simpler quiet things in life, admist all the hustle of being busy and chaotic times. so you don't take things for granted

i went to marina barrage.

230309 morning

2009-03-23T10:58:00.002+08:00

long since i've blogged.

im supposed to be on block leave today.

all thanks to a guy who had piles (for those who don't know go find out),

he's literary a bloody asshole. and i've to cover his duties.

i wake up early to try out some food at bukit timah market.

apparently i tasted not the food that i was recommended.

but i finished it anyway.

then it was sentosa on saturday.

a rather cloudy day. my brother got burnt but im not hurt.

the weather was rather funny.

on and off rainy looking.

i realised it was a BLUE day.

im wearing blue as well.

we hangout at starbucks cos there's no movie to watch.

detroit metal city was really funny.

i hurriedly out of the blue rushed to my camera and took this pic.

WHEN I WAS IN THE GAME.

look at edwin..

its a few more weeks before taiwan.

150209

2009-02-15T16:30:00.001+08:00

happy belated valentine's day.

happy total defence day.

ask yourself what will u defend.

back from brunei.

im dead beat.

310109

2009-01-31T14:53:00.003+08:00

went cable ski-ing at batam.

was still wondering whether wanna go or not.

in the end decided to go for it since im gonna go suffer in brunei.

take a little break before suffering.

little did i know that im suffered more after i had fun.

lol. due to the strenuous activity that cable-skiing was, whole body was aching.

but it was fun, u guys should try it.

first half of the day u sure keep trying how to stand up to start ski-ing with the cable.

till now i still cant make a left turn and my face already kept slapping into the water for dunno how many times.

but it was really enjoyable.

thursday batam with the ORDinary personnel.

then friday night was the ORD plus brunei farewell bbq at waileong's house.

me and thomas was figuring out how to enter through the glass door, where we were being mocked at by a female resident there. -.-''

we had alcohol SOAKED watermelons.

BASICALLY in the picture, only 3 guys are going brunei.

the rest are staying to ORD!!

hmm, my ORD seems far..

flying off tonight.

seeya.

280109 CNY third day.

2009-01-28T12:34:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

the crowd taken from lijin's house.

from lijin's house also.

cny eve gathered not only family but primary school buddies.

lijin kelvin guochun and chunwai at lijin's house.

chinatown was damn squeezy.

mr kelvin said its ladies night cos he's squeezing towards girls i guess.

i dun like squeezing, but its once a year as lijin said.

then monday night was meetup with cousin.

so went to bar at clarke quay.

i rode so i cant drink beer.

we play games which landed me drinking water.

i mean tons of water.

until the point where the waitress keep asking me why i keep losing.

i mean how i know i will lose.

gotta leave early cos i got guard duty the next day.

GREAT right.

*sing it using the "on the first day of christmas my mother say to me"

then went on to meet edwin for breakfast just now.

since i was at dieppe barracks and he's so near.

few more days before brunei.

230109

2009-01-23T20:20:00.001+08:00

i had a rough tough week.

i need to rest properly.

overworked.

100109

2009-01-10T23:35:00.002+08:00

my name is Junda

if u know me, u are my friend.

if i know u, u dunno me, its just because im not outstanding.

if u are my friend, i am ur friend, im not ur entertainer.

do not ask me why my jokes are not that funny in 2009.

that's sarcastic, and entertaining people is not my job scope.

its not even my principle in life to entertain people.

im just who i am.

im going to change bike soon.

selling away my bikes and just concentrating on one and only.

do not ask me why i buy a bike and not buy a car.

i would love to get a car, but honestly speaking, no matter how cheap a car, it can never match a good bike. im not talking about second hand here.

don't tell me its dangerous to ride a bike.

don't tell me its not dangerous to other things, my job is dangerous.

don't tell me u don't take risk in things u do.

my name is JUNDA,

im not an entertainer, im ur friend.

010109 evening

2009-01-01T15:41:00.006+08:00

2008 has come to an end.

here comes 2009.

first thing that will land on me will be DIGGING again next week.

what a way to celebrate the new year!

first day of the new year,

rain rain rain.

sometimes its really quite difficult to touch up some photos.

especially when not everyone is in the picture.

for example, eunice is not in the photo.

but everyone looks ok in this pic.

now, everyone is in this photo, but take a look at deon's face.

totally chui. so like that how?

luckily got this programme call photoshop.

even though not everyone is inside.

u can lasso someone out of the photo and then put it in.

but seriously should be quite ok right.

only thing is the lighting like shit.

but i do until i dulan liao. so never continue.

we gathered at eunice house for some count cow event.

the girls did the cooking basically.

then the eating were slower than the cooking and resulting in still got alot of food.

i were told that it can be quite a mistake that movies come out together with the MAN behind.

like IP MAN and YESMAN.

so nini was saying that IP MAN is a nice show,

but the way she pronounced it, its been heard as YUP MAN.

so mr zhongyi thought that nini said the wrong show and corrected her as YES MAN.

so in the end they were quarreling about 2 different subjects totally.

we were also entertaining ourselves by using eunice phone.

playing the music, pause the music, play the music, pause the music.

simulation of the phone ringing.

and actually imitated that there's really a phone call so some of naive people came to really listen to the phone.

i told nini, mimi was on the phone on her way here.

i told weesoon kelvin was on the line, and he went to called him back thinking that the phone-line was hung up.

i told kim zhongyi was on the phone.

we were talking about one thing that lasted us through the night.

which was the missed countdown.

approach anyone there to understand the situation.

im not supposed to type it here.

think there's nothing much to do today.

sleep then.

281208 evening.

2008-12-28T16:15:00.006+08:00

If I Were A Boy - Beyoncé

if I were a girl
Even just for a day
I’d roll out of bed in the morning
And spend more than an hour and go
Clubbing with the girls.
And seduce the guys
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it
Because they’d stick up for me

If I were a girl
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a guy
I swear I’d be a better woman
I’d listen to him
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause she’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a girl
I never answer your calls
Tell you that I'm working
So they think
that I was working alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that he’d be faithful
Waiting for me to come home (to come home)

If I were a girl
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a guy
I swear I’d be a better woman
I’d listen to him
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
Cause she’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a girl
You don’t understand (yea you don’t understand)
How it feels to love a guy
Someday you’ll wish you were a better woman
You don’t listen to him
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken him for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a girl…

261208 afternoon

2008-12-26T17:55:00.002+08:00

sungei buloh covered today.

211208 afternoon

2008-12-21T13:23:00.001+08:00

cool. bintan.

151208

2008-12-15T19:53:00.004+08:00

back from bintan.

some photos posted.

at ferry terminal going back home.

sometimes its difficult to take a proper photo without disturbance.

its almost impossible to build a sandcastle at the beach, the waves are just too powerful.

see the hardworkingness.

this isnt some botanic gardens.

we were scouting places to eat.

apparently it was hard.

im beginning to love this photo.

i think its damn cool. i take one what...

there's a couple in this photo, spot them.

here as well.

welcome to bintan lagoon,

model's not included.

angmors say they saw a komodo dragon like 2m long.

after the trip i realise im addicted to MTV.

081208

2008-12-08T20:03:00.002+08:00

yanhan complained i didnt update the blog so he got nothing to read,

when his blog is far much more worse,

from before he enlist until now nvr update one word.

here's him trying to ballet, so elegant.

301108 bbq

2008-11-30T12:14:00.002+08:00

i enjoyed myself man!

though majority were late.

(as usual volleyball people!)

i had fun.

thanks people!

161108 evening.

2008-11-16T19:47:00.003+08:00

i felt that its pretty lame to order a cake for urself.
and when the staff asks u whether u wanna write anything on top of the cake.
"happy birthday Junda" to myself.
luckily i put something like "twenty one already Junda"
but its really lame. next time rather not celebrate at all.

261008 evening

2008-10-26T19:30:00.004+08:00

i've spent almost an hour slowly upload pictures i've taken from hort park.

apparently i was just given a "sorry, safari needs to close now"

and therefore to my horror all the pictures were gone.

so i could only say its a nice place.

191008 evening

2008-10-19T19:34:00.001+08:00

121008 evening

2008-10-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

art of the T

seriously cool place.

check it out.

121008

2008-10-11T23:58:00.003+08:00

guards night 2008.

guards portrait.

nice?

alpha coy as mafia.

MSG, 2SG, SSG

we were posing for picture.

and all of a sudden...
i didnt even know what the F they were doing.

sudden taupok.

anyway guards night was fun,

there were lots of performance.

1 gds was dressed up in mafia.

fieldcamp next week.

went out with section today.

for good performance during sect. proficiency test.

then met up with bossy for dinner.

300908 evening

2008-09-30T21:40:00.002+08:00

SNICKERS down,

and i ate 2 last sunday.

i didnt notice.

im gonna die soon?

now switching to van houten.

neck's feel like breaking,

back's aching.

life's tough, im not a fighter,

but i've got to spar with other people.

and seriously whacked up.

300908 evening

2008-09-30T20:26:00.003+08:00

day before hari raya.

i realised a standby bike is important,

u never know when one will cock u up.

after riding rvf for about few weeks.

i ride back my xl, feel like im damn new to the bike.

so i think once in a while change bike also fun,

like new feeling. just like cycling bicycle.

bus ride home,

after leaving rvf at shop.

sometimes taking public is good, just need that ipod's company.

f1 aftermath.

my no-life life.

trip down to bukit chandu.

some pics.

280908 afternoon

2008-09-28T14:37:00.001+08:00

NEW: agv stealth

my no-life life.

190908 evening

2008-09-19T20:43:00.001+08:00

160908 night

2008-09-16T21:28:00.001+08:00

the specs and the officer.

me and sergeant samuel with eddie.

160908 evening

2008-09-16T21:13:00.002+08:00

labrador park.

been long since i sit there.

think im pretty bored

150908

2008-09-15T19:22:00.002+08:00

a place where i've never been to,

OCS.

eddie and jianzhi's commissioning.

brueno and ruiwen's also.

SAFTI tower,

the tower where me and eddie both said to work hard towards.

eddie himself,

he was super busy,

so our picture is with him, no time to even take photo using my camera.

his next stop, 7 SIB.

BMT same,

BSLC same,

i ASLC he OCS,

i 1 guards, he 7 SIB but both in bedok camp!

only difference now, i've gotta call him "SIR!"

jianzhi and brueno.

on course right now, 8 to 5 again.

so anyone wanna eat?

130908 saturday morning

2008-09-13T09:59:00.002+08:00

after 3 weeks of continuous no ending outfields that includes my very own conversion course,

im finally CONVERTED.

KHAKI now.

last sunday's avril's concert.

supposedly i was given 1 and half days off.

surprisingly i will be on course.

so i dunno what happened to my off.

i think i deserve a break.

maybe i'll start applying leave and go for a short overseas trip.

30 august evening

2008-08-30T23:32:00.003+08:00

this week's damn tiring.

but i assure that im ass sure next week would be a killer.

summary exercise.

shag, shagged, shagistification.

went to sentosa today to just meet up with the guys.

so took pictures while they play.

while at night went to eat dinner with ncc guys.

celebrating lian kai's bday.

happy bday man!

24aug2008

2008-08-24T15:23:00.002+08:00

rain,

AHM,

rain,

rain.

so next week fieldcamp

following week fieldcamp,

the week after next fieldcamp,

rain again during fieldcamp?

please, dun.....

better weather please!

please indent good weather.

20 aug night

2008-08-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

dilemma acquired.

suddenly i think to myself.

i feel like studying after the 6th year.

because of people mentioning wouldnt i be too old for that?

i've been like putting it on hold.

but i think now i should carry on with it?

which means if i study,

i wont be working, so i gotta save alot?

which means i cant buy a bike.

hmm. so work hard enjoy later?

is it really true.

ok, if i wanna change bike also not impossible,

i just to spend less every month and keep saving.

lets work hard towards that then.

no spending of my bounty money.

aug 20 evening

2008-08-20T20:18:00.002+08:00

avril concert in sep.

guess no one would wanna go.

been tired and back i dunno why keeps hurting.

even when i run.

something is wrong somewhere.

at labrador park saw chew chor meng and li jing mei today.

one acting on a wheelchair.

eyes feel like closing most times.

feel like changing bike all the time.

drift my ae86 now while i still have some night time.

then soon after, it would be sleeping time.

lecture again tml.

19 aug evening

2008-08-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

im class 2 ready.

next stop, 3.

17 aug evening

2008-08-17T22:44:00.003+08:00

i did some blurring out and focusing.

and kinda like it.

shit, seriously noob.

the pic like not bad leh.
well, at least to me.

so let introduce to u my new toy.

its a remote control car.

but its also my ae86.

must slowly learn how to drift properly.

cos its really difficult.
this sticker people ask how to get this size.

send to shop for printing once u set the correct size.

front give me langa dao cui cui liao.

actually its the reflection and stuff that makes it looks so after accident effect.

if u notice in the movie only one side of the car is pasted with the toufu name.

so the other side is for my own company.

also have the (zi jia yong) thing.

and if u really got take notice,

u can see the P plate.

cos im new. first year driver must have P plate prominently on the windscreen.

17 aug afternoon

2008-08-17T13:52:00.004+08:00

flyer day.

oc gave coupon for singapore flyers.

so bossy was free then we went.

all the pictures like not in sequence also.

so during the trip there were 2 really cute girls and their friendly parents.

i only know the younger girl's name was chloe.

or was it chloeeeee..

cos her parents wanted her to look at the camera so keep calling her name.

she's always with that capsule.

and the way she look for grandpa is cute.

"where's gong gong"

some outdoor model making displayed.

henderson wave.

view of floating platform.

some performance there.

construction of the flyer seems interesting.

someone booked the whole capsule.

for some "will u marry me?" event.

had a tough time figuring out the camera.

still figuring.

14 aug evening

2008-08-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

had a mini gathering for platoon 2 commanders.

by our pc.

so we ate at suki? or dunno what international buffet thingy.

3 sect com, 1 mg com, 1 pc, 1 ps.

u make the guess.

some random pics.

anyway some instructors are really funny.

they sure can come out with some crappy stories.

something like "u were at NEW trafford stadium, it was one fine afternoon, u were enjoying as u watch the grass grow, then u suddenly took notice of this grass growing so fast. then this guy with the samurai came again! oh, it was his twin, so he chiong towards u. unknowingly u pushed him to the grass. there was actually a hole, that was camouflaged by the grass. this hole led to the centre of the earth. and he died."

he can come out with such stories.

im amazed seriously.

when will i reach such standards.

august 11 evening

2008-08-11T20:05:00.004+08:00

there's time.

time for some shots.

i mean beginner shots.

first u have the kallang wave,

opps i mean henderson wave.

do visit when u have the time, really.

worthwhile.

this is the alexandra arches

its already night fall.

while its still bright, labrador park awaits.

after spraying bike for so long, i still havent post any pics.

so say hi to him.

august 11 morning

2008-08-11T09:09:00.005+08:00

wednesday was live task.

did my first heli rappelling.

i think the exciting part was only the bouncing out of the helicopter, the rest was normal rappelling coming down from the bird.

Go Up And Rappel Down Safely

i went up and rappelled down safely.

so now i can do parachute jumps and heli-rappelling.

coooooolll ma.

and its really worrying when one of the men comes up to u and says: "sgt, the first day u come, i think u quite cute"

whahahaha.

the man wasnt a girl.

and i've been posted here for like going to 3 months.

in the end he kept trying to explain that he's not gay.

keep explaining while doing ndp duties.

alright i believe him.

AUGUST 10 evening.

2008-08-10T18:26:00.002+08:00

yesterday was our nation birthday.

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY.

this week's quite a runny week.

in total ran 28km.

tuesday 12, then friday 16km.

once u find out u've been at lecture room printing all the passes for 2 months without regular exercises, u know u will be pretty weak.

and i found this out on tuesday after the 12km.

its time to tune back to shape since ndp is over,

everything back to ops stage.

lets go, one week block leave, what needs to be done?

040808 morning

2008-08-04T10:55:00.001+08:00

great! i just washed my bike on a sunny day.

immediately after coming back home, it rained.

wonderful.

wat a way to start the day ahead.

260708 saturday.

2008-07-26T23:32:00.003+08:00

night at the museum

there isnt any training today, so im at home.

redlions.
"hereeeee they come!!!" (thats what they always say)

since there's time, jiu night festival abit at national museum.

the many faces of museum.

200708 sunday

2008-07-20T12:25:00.002+08:00

from the way my colleagues work,

i dun think that our relationship's gonna be closer.

story goes like they didnt bought tix for me though they were going for movies.

so guy A told me that "hey, i didnt find u around, so i didnt buy ur tix."

i was fine with it, and its not like he didnt had my phone no. so i also didnt said much.

so another 3 wanted to go, and guy A was about to call and preorder another 3 tix.

so i told him, hey, why not order 4. which was implying that i wanted to go since i was the one who said that right? im sure he heard it yet he didnt reply or give an answer, i was cool with it.

then when i asked him, he said "why u never tell me earlier? im not going to call again liao"

that's the ugly side of people?

maybe, maybe we dun hang out well. and i dun give a damn anymore. i guess i've been trying to entertain their words and jokes, and maybe its enough.

i've seen primary 5 kids for 3 weeks.

and it reminded me about our past. when we were in primary school.

those were the happy days where we kept talking talking talking non stop.

but i realise something different, kids nowadays can just walk around using handphones or listen to mp3. teacher wont scold. unlike the past when we bring digimon to school, having the fear that it would be confiscated by our teacher. bring yoyo also kanna F. play wrestling in the hall. lol. the days...

cheer up,

jelly fish sting still there, though its been 3 days since thursday.

july 17

2008-07-17T22:32:00.003+08:00

coastal swim today at ECP.
its the first time swimming in the sea.
and its the first time getting sting by jelly fishes.
one final sting.

whoo...
and the numbness lasted,
endured the swim.

mum's birthday.

haha. and i came home for awhile.

july 13

2008-07-13T22:16:00.003+08:00

i met a really cock taxi uncle today.

he was talking cock to me the entire taxi trip.

like talking about female drivers and even wedding cars he also comment.

seriously damn cock.

rhis week's coolest edition, black knights.

finally had a chance to enjoy abit of the parade after my job at pass office.

had a chance to see the black knights.

seriously nice, too bad i didnt have a camera, so i could only use the pics i found online.

cool enough to tell a thousand words.

i've been really really tired.

didnt have any proper meals for long,

dont really have the appetite.

dying soon?

help please.

july 08

2008-07-08T21:18:00.003+08:00

i've been thinking...

memories keep striking...

but past is past. gotta let go. any suggestions?

camp now.

july 08

2008-07-08T19:36:00.006+08:00

doctor's appointment today.
doc says blood test showed normal signs as compared to the days where i stayed in the hospital.
there's 5 kinds of white blood cells.
and in my blood white blood cells are higher than red,
and doc says its not normal, if white blood cells are higher, it means there's possibility that parasites are present.
but white blood cells are back to normal now.
so i guess im recovering.

went for kaiwah's bday celebration on saturday.
and its rather a surprise he can be absent from duty, since saturday is rehearsal.
so i went to his chalet pretty late.

i looked pretty weird.
oh, and everyone's officers except me and cheng.

i missed the family dinner to celebrate my aunt's bday on sunday.
cos of sunday's COS duty. so this week's been pretty long.

and i've since been doing up my room.

this is flat white.
this colour call "honda grey" no joke.

some pics.

pride.

so now i still need a original vodka bottle.
i need to do some lighting stuff.

please! if anyone has it, please donate it to me.

apparently vodka supposed to be very common.
but i posted on msn act like no one seems to say anything.
"don't know, dun care, dun bother"

hmm, so if anyone has it? maybe wanna donate to me?

going back to work soon.

July 01

2008-07-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

im home for awhile, maybe just for the night's rest.
others are on off.
while commanders got to go back tml.

i've been coughing like mad.
since last week. so its pretty bad i should say.
its not recovering.

i think im getting thinner, due to the stress of the passes i guess.
im no longer dark, im seldom in the sun cos im always doing the passes.

for those who don't know,
bike's got a new colour already.

this is NOT the real pic. NOT!
its just photoshop touch up, i'll post a photo when i take it.

that day at topone..

looks wierd on me. lol.

there's some similar photo like that right? somewhere during poly class.
aircon and idol.

i think im quite tired.
really. stoning.

its a brand new month,

but still a long week to go.

happy SAF day.

29 june

2008-06-29T21:06:00.002+08:00

hello.

back from all the work this week.
at least today was able to meet up with patsy, sherrie, peishan and terrence for some k.
apparent patsy digged out from sherrie's phone some pics.
that i dun even have the pics myself.
here they are...

anyway the pics were long ago last year. when have hair and stuff.

basically this week been really busy with those passmaking stuff.
been through day and night over passes.
so its really tiring though people thought im slacking the lecture theatre doing nothing.
and i really dun like the feeling.
u cant reject this work, yet this work is tiring and no one knows.

its only a short rest today. and its gonna be like that throughout the whole of june july and start august. hang in there!!!

sunday 22june

2008-06-22T22:16:00.004+08:00

been busy with parade rehearsals.

not with the parade itself.

but back behind the scenes there's alot of sweet work that gotta be done.

this gonna carry on for so many weeks.

lets say bye to my saturday.

seen warrant simon.

participating jumps as usual.

sometimes i wonder how he keeps up with everything at his age.

went to family chalet.

apparently doing sweet work on friday and saturday burns everything.

im only able to be there at oddly hours in the night after everything is done.

so im not really AT the chalet.

lets have another one soon.!!!

booking in now. gotta run.

nice effect. on macbook.

June 10

2008-06-10T20:38:00.002+08:00

finally discharged after 4 days 3 nights at ward 45.
room 26 bed 6.
stomach was to a point where i couldnt take the pain anymore.

so admitted at saturday, 0400hrs.
and there goes my weekends.

was poked like 6 times in hospital.
dripping alone poke me 2 times.
normally people just poke one time for the plug if u need IV.
mine, they took it out after a day, and then put in a new one in less than an hour.
=(
and nurse could still simply say, ahh, u army boy, shouldnt be a problem.
and hello? im an army boy, not terminator, mine's human flesh too ya.

thanks so much for yanhan and ping come buy me tauhuey first day.
ah was shocked for even one ncc junior to come visit me with my bro.
like how he know? his sister works in SGH, then was in charge of those admission stuff, then saw my name and asked him, and that junior said he used to tell his sister about me cos i always scold him. was i really that bad? lol.

nurse has one of the worse jobscope in town, ahhh, sometimes i really pity them.
they work so hard. and when they deal with difficult patients, sometimes sigh, why they choose this job.

but to me hospital is more of less like army too,
doctors are officers,
staff nurses are specialists,
and enrolled nurses are enlistees.
quite the same hierachy too.

ok, i gotta rest well now.
i sent my bike on the 2nd for respray, and till now its still not done up yet.
and chroming of pipe needs to be done, and its still in the bike shop not SENT to chrome yet.
=(
when will i have my bike back,
and my stomach properly back.

June 09

2008-06-09T20:09:00.002+08:00

I'm away for sometime. Think body's asking for some rest. I hope I could be back soon.

may 30

2008-05-30T19:29:00.003+08:00

so many many many things happened.
we been through heaven and hell together.
charged like a handphone,
it bonded us together.
we passed out together.

let me bring back memories by looking at the pictures.
pictures are not in order.

thailand's death railway.

a group photo with god knows what the board is writing.

on jet star asia, on our way to thailand.

trainings done with,
its off for some pictures with our boss.

the big day.
the time i marched in i suddenly have this strange feeling.
my eyes abit wet.
its been a long way for me to stand on this parade square.

my section instructor.

in memory,
my team, team agama.
or the famous charlie one five.
we stick together as one through so many things.

i dun smoke, but i have this box.
i smiled so cheerfully, its when nothing happened yet.

charlie one five again.

boss is here.
boss is our pc.

i think this is pretty much my defining moments.

candid pics.

my audience,
i was glad they came. my support.

family.

sergeant major.
from everything that started worse,
everything became the best.

i respect him. my role model.
someone i learn from.

anyway things pretty much settled down now,
though i've been through a long and bumpy road.
but its a new journey next week in bedok.

record will be with me to where i go.
i just got to work hard to cover them up.

May 25

2008-05-25T12:01:00.000+08:00

i hope for the best.

pray for me.

May 24

2008-05-24T09:31:00.002+08:00

im treated like a criminal,
im really tired, questioning and statements,
i miss school,
i miss home,
i miss mum.

im home now,
but it aint over yet. more things will come on monday.

May 17

2008-05-17T19:29:00.001+08:00

back from crescendo.
but alot of stuff happened.
only be back home on 24th May.

April 19

2008-04-19T19:15:00.002+08:00

yesterday night run into CAT 1 status,
then also heavy down pour. how heavy? floody heavy.

we've been lame lately,
saying things like "1 day package to bajau knoll" kind of stuff, meaning as if we are going for a holiday thing.

we've been eating maggie lately, so i suspect after like a few years time?
we will all start balding? seriously this must stop, but we cant cos we are hungry most times.

"all are not allowed to bring cambro phone. only can bring cambro"
camera or cambro?

"this is so scaring"
scary or scaring?

some of the funny things one will say.

anyway thanks for the meetups with u guys before i fly.
u guys know who u are.

April 13

2008-04-13T11:59:00.003+08:00

this week's pretty messy.
cos of rain and shine those stuff.
especially when it rains while u dig, everything gets worse.
like.... digging's already tiring, then now u got to dig mud.

so it was night time digging and saw this damn 20cm long centipede.
crawling just beside me, just when i on the torch light.
like damn damn bloody scary. haha, if i was late one second, think already kanna bitten by it.
looks so cool, like metallic black kind, then i use the spade chop chop half, not dead, chop 1/4 still not dead, chop 1/5 still not dead, till the head part left then it dropped dead.

then the ants over there were damn powerful.
like they are from scout or recce units. once contacted with biscuits or food, around 10 seconds later all will be flooded with ants. damn damn pro.

i also dun understand why sandflies appear when there's no sand. so while digging, u need to rest, while resting my whole forehead kanna sandfly bites. wha damn damn demoralising, face already like f, then now really like f.

then now hair like f, cos of so short.. then my pay also like f, my rank status is still PTE for buddha knows what reason why i wear 2 stripes on my sleeves. which is really fuck. so im taking a PTE pay for kwan yin knows what reason i dunno.

so went out yesterday, and like see so many many charlie people. seems like its just a small world. everyone just goes to almost the same few places. i even saw my bmt sgt.

yesterday was also sports day.
saw a hendersonian, 2 years younger batch, now in BSLC.
like finally see some henderson people. its like so rare. lol.

anyway our route relay was last, and there were 3 people in 1 legs, so there were 6 legs, i was in the team of leg 6. so anyway our team was last to set off for the last leg, since it was a relay, whole company was waiting for us at one side, so they cheered though we were last, and then the whole company ran along with us, behind us, cheering us on, to me everything was just so outstanding, we came back as one and complete together.

proud moment though.

"the loser can obtain something more than a winner"

"there are no regrets in losing"

"accept it with a smile"

final week on our island.

April 06

2008-04-06T19:56:00.003+08:00

the "smartest" thing to do is to cut ur own hair.
since cutting hair is so common, and money wasting, we decided to cut our own hair.
although there's uneven hair all over. but money was saved.

one thing is very true,
we cant live without water. we had a halfday without water experience.
pretty bad.

i pray for good weather. please..

"ziplock black" i laughed.
anyway three kingdoms's not bad.

April 06

2008-04-06T07:47:00.003+08:00

its been a long 2 weeks. didnt had much time.
last week wanted to update but didnt had time.
april fool's spent in camp to fool ourselves around.
like doing those primary school tricks
"HEY, u drop ur coin, april fool"

so last week we were asked to syncronise our watches together as a company.
so now every guys watches beeped together.

the whole concept behind syncronising the watch is to make sure timing is similar throughout everyone so that everyone knows what time to move out and complete the mission and stuff like that. but funny thing was when sergeant asked "do u know why u all have to syncronise ur watch?" someone replied "SO THAT WE CAN ORD TOGETHER!!" dunno who said that, but was funny.

then i got cheated during my nights out cos i bought a take away, inside supposed to have 1 fish 2 chicken? i was given 1 fish and 1 chick. (not a chicken, too small)

this week got scolded real badly for a moment's folly.
was running the stairs where we skipped a corridor, some guys were caught.
but me and friend wasnt, but in the end i owned up. and got fucked saying that i got integrity problem, got no integrity at all, so what happens to the integrity that i owned up?

i suddenly became the temperature boy all because im being in charged of this temperature book. hmmm...

i saw the most funny thing this week (top laughter of the week)
one guy was told not to wear analog watch, and was asked to change to a digital one.
i didnt notice till while eating, he was sitting in front of me and i see his watch being blacktaped. and blacktaped the whole watch leaving just a small rectangle in front of the face that makes it looks exactly like a digital watch. damn funny. so damn creative.

please dun rain next week,
we are digging our graves, i dun wanna sleep in a bathtub.

March 20

2008-03-20T21:16:00.004+08:00

this week's pretty tiring.
but gotta be strong man, more to come.

navigation was damn heng.
morning was able to find at least 2 checkpoints out of 3.
at first cant find 2. was only able to find 1.
then find and find and find and FINE!
damn sian if u cant find, lose hope.
so we try to go north as we can, walk walk walk, then we really depressed liao, no time left.
around 5pm plus liao. we really wanted to walk back,
out of the BLUE, WHOOOOO~~~~
walk walk walk i see the checkpoint sia! i tell u, we happy like F**k.
we were jumping around and like doing some rain dancing around the checkpoint!
hahahaha.

A said: "cannot find yew"
B said: "i standing down here u cannot find"
A said: "i say i cannot find yew la"
B said: "i here la"
A said: "i mean checkpoint YEW la"
B said: "chey"

then after that night time, we found it like really fast.
7pm start, 7.15 found checkpoint. then like just now,
happy like dunno what to say, down there rain dance again.
u really need the minimal sunlight to see the checkpoint,
night time is the worst time to navigate.

tuesday collected contract,
and didnt expect to be so coincidental that im able to meet up with eddie.
he went there to change his officer contract,
so met up with him able to eat lunch together.
how heng can this be.

we did watermanship, more like watermanshit as many says.
river crossing to be exact, basically pretty fun,
only thing is heavy downpour, how heavy? damn heavy, and the whole wet gap turned brown.
water turned cold, how cold? freezing...
in the morning weather damn hot, then now my hands only the hands are sun TANNED.
the rest of the hands are of the same colour, pretty weird.

5.5 years of watermanshit to go.
oh no.

i need to practice jumping more.

on the way back, bus jam. traffic jam i mean.
normal road jam all the way back home.
steam la, i need bike for booking out,
but still a long way to go for trainee life to end.

2008-03-16T10:55:00.002+08:00

this week really freezingly cold.
cos its raining the entire time.
hope next week doesnt rain, at least for monday.

leepin saw me and asked me about this so i remembered.
no studying after 2 years already.
will be tied down, got to look for some part time courses.
i realised there's no part time degree.
really?
6 years would be long.
this week had been real stress about whether i'm up for my job.

ncc was in camp.
we and the cadets are of the same rank.
all the rank structures of cadet officers are different now.
when i talked to a clt, i said i was from ncc too.
then 46th seems like ancestors to them,
he said to his friend, "hey, ur ancestor clt."
lol.

was out watching horton.
funny show.

mr alternating current keeps aiming me this few days.
i can feel it after getting fucked by him on the first day of school.
fuck him man.

im gonna be late for sentosa.
signing out.

what u cant change in life after one mistake, make the best use out of the mistake.

March 09

2008-03-09T18:22:00.003+08:00

yesterday got out to do some walking around.
however there's some events that will go against ur way.
for example, meeting yanhan to eat.

then supposedly meeting to eat, suddenly he got activated,
got to report back to camp.

then next he asked cos he was on duty yesterday,
supposedly no need to book in as he called to confirm, then we walk to eat,
then was called again that EVERYONE must be back to camp.

so ya. im quite lucky im a trainee?
then met up with viper platoon 4 people.
i realised that rochor tau huey has been RENEWED.
there's this new upper storey thing where u can eat in the aircon area.

new place.

small place, cosy and airconed.

wei-en was there, and everyone thought that i pedophile.
but i already know her since year3 la, seriously time passes quite fast?
like so fast now she primary 3, anyway she was amazed with my ipod touch,
then she asked whether i have elmo song! but i dun have what.
lol.

then she asked if im coming next week.
maybe i'll drop.

went for breakfast, someone took this photo.
hiam spring onion!

"only u know."

book in.

March 08

2008-03-08T13:16:00.002+08:00

yesterday i ate this bowl noodles. really nice.
but pretty expensive, $3+ for this, almost can eat one chicken rice plus drink.
but not that bad. once a while.

just as i got spares for my bike, the next day i check that the cover's have lots of cracks on it ready, anytime going to flyaway soon. how can i be like so suay, just buy spares and the next day i gotta use them.

=(

so gotta change them.

the rubber stopper's gone! wtf!
then the side cover's really "chui".

and for no reason my bike suddenly become's 6div. condition wise for the item itself, really sturdy and usable, however the appearance is like kanna sai! dunno how many cars go over that side cover. so better off if i spray my whole bike.

im gonna change my bike's colour, getting quite sian of this colour. almost like everyday going to see this colour? brighter colour please!

gloss white next.

March 07

2008-03-07T23:07:00.003+08:00

today went to settle insurance and road tax stuff for bike.
and its the first time i went for bike inspection on my own.
cos first time when i took over the bike, the previous owner did the bike inspection.
then second time when i renew the road tax, the shop did it for me.
so this time round i did it myself and EXPERIENCE the inspection.
quite normal, but the process was fast, smooth flow of inspection process.

$$$ fly away... ...

then met up with patsy. so long never see her also.
she hasnt been working so easier to meet too. and went walking around and end up at suntec to find ezann lo. so she was speaking like so confidently to the customers la, but in the end the customer also never buy. so in her mind she was thinking "MA DE." lol.

so patsy gotta leave for work,
then i went home awhile and dropped by henderson since they are having camp.
see those ncc cadets. things havent been really the same, the cadets doesnt seems to know what they are learning and stuff so its pretty bad.

look at this! even secondary school is talking about the big and bold words!
anyway the cadets, sec 1 & 2 guys look so innocent.
so think back of my cadet days. it was fun.

talking about this reminds me that me and patsy were talking about our poly days. those fun, mischievous and truant days.

if only time could turn back for studying.

and bike shop was able to find spare side covers for me.
in pretty lousy condition, somemore still got 6 div sticker, dunno the shop uncle take from where one. lol. $30 though.

2008-03-05T21:23:00.003+08:00

at home doing nothing.
so went to design some stuff.
like namecards all that though i know i wont be using them.

and found out that i cant withdraw from my contract thingy.
i can only terminate the contract which i will have a permanent record of me terminating a government job though there's no need of paying of any sum of money.
so im still thinking..
shall see the outcome of a guards leader.

eddie's first day at ocs.
we said we both work hard together before we first get into BSLC.
when we were in the same company, we said we will get into OCS together.
he was first in viper platoon 4.
i was second in viper platoon 4.
he was first in charlie company.
i was second in charlie company.
so he went to ocs first. i got to work harder.
like so much harder. work hard in ocs too eddie.

anyway this image not done up by me.
its by farhan. one of my BAC mate.

"mummy told johnny not to go downtown."
"airborne rangers all around."
think i'll miss viper friends calling me johnny (it all started from eddie)
rayner and guys. so now im alone in my platoon.

March 04

2008-03-04T20:40:00.003+08:00

28km finally finished.
its definitely more than 28km to me.
its really really really tiring to walk at night.
ur eyes are almost closed, but u still need to get ur platoon moving and sing songs.
so its pretty tiring.

after the march immediately is the graduation parade.
almost cannot take it having FBO on throughout whole parade.
the weight of the fieldpack pressing u down, hands numb.

but we made it.
so cheers.

sad stuff:
i'll be in aslc alone, eddie's going over to ocs.
happy for him, but sad for myself.
cos he's quite a buddy though we only met during BMT.
been through shits together so we were close.
but im going to go through 46th ASLC alone.

we've gone through
46th Cadet lieutenant course,
04/07 PTP leadership BMT
46th Basic Section Leader course,

but i wanna work hard again.
i wanna join him.

its tough when u just bonded well with ur sectionmates and platoonmates,
and everyone's parting.
i will miss my buddy, who's damn funny and full of nonsense.
all the fun he brought to me, thanks, and have fun in PTI training.
(my buddy's gonna be a PTI, lol. think he's gonna be slack slack PTI)

having a few days break before the start of ASLC.
so im really free. aircon! can meet up.
others welcomed too. =)

im trying to forget,
why did u sms again?

march 02

2008-03-02T19:20:00.003+08:00

its been raining.
weather's down.

yesterday went to vivo met up with lijin and weesoon.
and sun pian see shuhua.
oh, and then i find out who's her boyfriend. so stylo milo.
twins somemore.
elaine's baby is super cute, so tempting to bring home her.
then alexis disturbed me by saying "byebye JUNDA~"
(cos i forgot her name)
so i said "byebye ALEXIS~"

off to clement birthday.
and i feel so sleepy i dunno why.
so went off early to sleep.

but please recover weather.
cos i wanna have a good 28km tml night.
last key event of BSLC.
lets make this a good one.

cheerup.
dun get too bothered.
though there's always people asking me the ocs question.

make me some happi pills to eat.

we march last night ah, we march the night before, now we march like we never march before.

February 29

2008-02-29T22:41:00.002+08:00

grad show 08 at vivocity.
maybe u guys wanna go take alook at the graduating students.
like go there and see the teachers and friends.
hmm, compared to our year, i think this time round like quite well presented.
like at vivocity instead of national library.
so more crowds.

and maybe i look more different? alexis couldnt regconised me.
but she remembers i have a blog and always scold f f f. got meh?
just now still forget her name la. mix her up with olivia. how to remember so many names?
but i think also quite bad la, like forget ur own lecturers name. lol.

i better rest, got test tml morning.
got to go back at 0730.
sleep.

apologise

2008-02-29T22:38:00.001+08:00

it's too late.
im too late.

February 28

2008-02-28T20:07:00.006+08:00

im back home for awhile cos of nights off.

super duper sad this week.
bad things come before i even can anticipate for it to happen.
like, unable to cross over to another leadership school.
because of height and weight? that's worst than bullshit.

i worked so hard, pretty hard in the first stage.
HARDER in this second stage, but still i cant get over.
so what is wrong? i didnt put enough effort?
or no matter how much effort i made will never be enough.

and everything comes and goes at a split second.
first u find out u are first in ur group.
then u find out u are also first in a test.
so there's this one guy who wanan fight with u for award, he retakes his test and be better than u after a RETEST. how do u feel?

when everything just GOES out of ur way.
in any any any any any situation.
why? of all organisation, i trusted so much that i wanted to sign my life to it.
but things happened so much so that i dun think it will be something i wanna give myself to.

why?
i just wanna do well in my 2 years.
what is wrong? is there something wrong with me?

i wish and want do well in my next coming phase of training.
and if this time i really cant get over.
there's only so much that i think i can give for the organisation.

i've never been so down and out.
where so much things happened together.

i think income is a problem since i cant work when im in my 2 years.
i cant believed i got dumped(should that be the word?) by someone.
that i cant be good enough for a leadership school even though i try hard.
losing out in award winning.

so what's next?
every single thing happened in sequence, day by day.
im tired.

i only hope for the better.

2008-02-23T21:29:00.003+08:00

how's my new blogskin, people?
whole day i did nothing, really bored.
just doing up this new skin.

that day at ying bei's birthday.

last week was pretty fine though i was the LSM.
only thing was to wake up earlier, do things faster, rest later than the rest.
get things organised.

things were normal.
we took our course photo. im finally in the picture!

golem makes me laughed like mad on friday,
i laughed till my stomach cramped. and its been long since i laugh so much.
golem was doing his "my precious..."
the lord of the rings got this golem, and one of my sectionmate looks like him.
and when he acts like golem, its so alike.
when u see u will laugh.

i think im quite down these days.
i guess it got something to do with some drifting that recently took place.
i hope i could get over it like u did in just a split second or so.
get back to life soon i hope.

i saw this airforce poster.
"there's a reason why wings are pinned onto the heart"

February 23

2008-02-23T14:46:00.001+08:00

i was told to sell or promote myself.
how?

what's my good points?

February 18

2008-02-17T23:41:00.003+08:00

i was requested to blog.
so here it is:

ε.zаии.и ✖ says:
say ezannnnn veryyy niceeeee

so i met up with auntie ng.
we went to vivo and supposed to catch ah long and we did.
only some parts of ah long was funny, i think L changed the world was better.

we went to secret recipe, then asian kitchen and then prata shop to eat.
and since auntie ng was so fast, she managed to treat me 2 times.
its funny when she says she's rich after working.

hmmm, auntie bought me a white tshirt for my long ago bday.
and i think i should say its nice. lol.
OKAY! its nice.
so shuhua now has long hair and then she's into hot pink tshirt.

and when i asked her whether i should sign on, she reply me "u free then u sign on lo"
wha... i hear liao also SNOOKED.
and so i also met her friend.
TWICE! and at totally different places. so she suspect that her friend followed us.
-.-

whole day was fun.

thank you you.